This is going to be a rant I think. I would like to know if there's a way of letting go of resentment towards your DC's father if he does not take full responsibility for his own children? Obviously no magic solution but I am so so angry towards the lazy bastard and I don't want to be. I just want to get on with life, if that makes sense - I have lovely DC, lovely Dboyfriend, nice house, good job, I want to make the most of what I have. I can feel myself turning into a grumpy narky person and I don't want to be like that. I know I cannot change him but only the way I react towards him, it's just that I can't seem to be able to do that.
Over the last few weeks, ex-h has: not given DD1 a birthday present, not turned up to the school summer fair because 'he didn't feel like it,' not turned up to a horse show that DD1 was riding in - first ever show and DD1 is very shy and it took a big effort for her to actually participate.
He sees the DC for one overnight a week, less than 24 hours in total. In a way this is good because when they're with him all they do is watch TV and play with their tablets. He books about a week of holiday a year during school holidays, the rest is at random times.
He does not pay maintenance directly to me 'in case I waste it' because I keep wasting money on things like clothes, birthday presents, presents for other kids when the DC are invited to parties... He pays for the DC's school dinners and before/afterschool childcare, which adds up to a grand total of about ÂŁ100 a month, less if there's a holiday. I know this isn't actually that bad and some fathers pay and see their children far less.
Today he told me that because of work, as from this week he'll only see the DC for a day every other week over the summer. When I asked him which day this would be, he told me to stop making his life so difficult.
Ex is like this, he has always been like this and that's why he's an ex. It goes without saying that I love the DC but sometimes it makes me so fucking angry that I am left with all the responsibility. I never signed up for this. It makes me angry that he doesn't seem to give a shit about how the DC feel. It also makes me angry rushing home from work every day to cook tea and help with homework and generally deal with pre-teen angst and making sure they get to bed on time and do the laundry and the cleaning. I don't actually mind doing these things in themselves, it's the fact that he's presumably sat on his arse that grates.
I am actually at work now but can't concentrate on what I'm supposed to be doing because I'm fuming about the way he thinks it's OK to make a unilateral decision about big changes to contact arrangements and then inform me by text a few days before said changes start.
Thank you to anyone who reads all of this!
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