After months of knowing he was looking for a she male escort and has had this strange fantasy for years now I've decided enough is enough today I wrote him a letter which I will give him because he doesn't listen to a word I say.
First of all I just want to say I'm sorry but I can't do this anymore, my life is a constant worry now and all trust has gone. I still love you but I don't believe a word you say anymore. When our daughter award born and we were both ill in hospital you only cared about going home to watch this stuff and please yourself I sat and cried all day and you just ignored me. Since finding you were looking for these man women escorts whatever they are I have been sick to the stomach, I know you must have some urge that I can't please. You show me no attention at all I feel like I'm here as a mother and nothing else, I am a woman and I have wants and needs and feelings which I feel like you may not care about. I can't talk to you, this morning I told you how insecure and scared I was feeling and you just said I was mad and 'not this again'. I feel like I have to tip toe around you and when I don't do or say something right then the whole worlds problems are my fault. I cannot live or have the kids live in this life, yes I lose my temper at times everyone does but you have a problem and you know that. I can't even argue as I'm terrified who you will go off and talk to. I don't deserve this, no one deserves this.
Is that too much?
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Janekai88 · 09/08/2015 13:31
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