I posted a couple of weeks ago about leaving my verbally abusive bf. I have since made it back to the UK and am 'hiding' at my mother's place. I'm too scared to tell people about the pregnancy (still only about 10wks so normal to keep this one secret) and moreover, too scared to tell people I came back to the UK. I feel like such an idiot. I moved away to be with a man I loved and now I'm back having left him, alone again and pregnant. I just feel ashamed and I'm terrified about telling my father about all this. Some background, my father brought me up and I never want to let him down and I feel like I have. I'm embarrassed to tell him I f'd up. I'm embarrassed to tell him I'm pregnant and have left my partner.
Urgh...this could of course be pregnancy hormones making me feel a ton worse! Sometimes I feel optimistic and proud of myself, but mostly I feel stupid.
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Pigpen37 · 01/09/2014 09:24
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