I will try to keep this concise...
Up until a year ago I had a problem with alcohol. So did DH.
It took us quite a few years of drinking far too much wine most nights to really see/accept that we were drinking too much. I was easily drinking a bottle of wine most night, DH could drink two or more (though didn't drink as often as me, and didn't drink when I did, if that makes sense).
Anyway...DH and I realised that we each had a problem. Luckily we realised this at around the same time as each other. So we stopped drinking. That part was weirdly easy - far simpler than we had both feared.
Anyway...fast forward a year, we are healthier, fitter, happier, richer. Our lives have improved immeasurably. It was a huge think to me that the DC didn't see what we could put away, I didn't want them to grow up thinking that that was normal.
Anyway..onto my Father. He's a BIG drinker. He doesn't drink every night, but when he does, he just doesn't stop. DH is a big bloke and when he was drinking he could keep up with my Dad. They'd stay up til 3 in the morning putting away bottles of wine. My Mum is concerned about the way he binge drinks, but he doesn't care, says he'll live his life how he chooses etc etc.
Anyway..since we've given up drinking (this is actually really hurting me to say this) it's like my Dad has just completely lost interest in us. It's like the only thing he got out of our relationship was some kind of drinking buddy status, and now that that's gone he kind of looks on us with disdain.
I don't think my Dad knows how bad things were with us (we were very much functioning alcoholics - no daytime drinking etc) and we've not explained really why we've given up. Other than that we're on a health kick and wanting to focus more on sport (we were already both quite sporty before, ironic though it may seem!) I don't necessarily want to tell the world about our issues, and I'm not close enough to my Dad that I'd share my woes with him anyway..
Um...I don't really know what I'm looking for by posting this, I realise my Dad has his own issues with alcohol. But it is SO hard not to feel hurt and rejected. I guess when it comes to parents it's difficult to view their actions objectively..
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Alcohol, my Dad and me
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letitburn · 06/02/2014 16:12
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