Hi..
i have recently gone through this after 14 years of marriage.
It has been 5 months and what hell. I wouldn't wish this on anyone.
BUT
I am starting to come out of it.
I still remember, vividly, the devastation and emotions one feels when you discover what is happening.
In my case it was the bi-polar boyfriend of the OW on my doorstep breaking the news to me, whilst my children were at home, and then threatening to kill himself.
But, I really want to share the words and thoughts that have helped me through this.
Some from friends, some read, some from me.
Please, add to this list.... I would love it to help someone out there.
My tips for surviving a marriage breakup / betrayal..
1 - Remember:
It wasn’t your fault. No matter how bad things were, he is solely responsible for the choices he made.
2 – affirm that you are worth more.
I changed my computer password to “I am awesome” so that every morning I had to write it, and it made me smile.
3 – be gentle to yourself.
When your body goes through a big shock it takes it’s toll physically on you.
Eat when you can, don’t put pressure on yourself.
4 – Having said that - Don’t feel guilty doing what makes you feel better
In my case, if you will pardon the pun, I drank A LOT of wine…. But I knew it was temporary and it would pass, much like the pain.
5 – get help.
You can’t do it alone. See a therapist if you can afford one – the best thing I ever did. Get medication from your doctor – again, this will pass
6 – Don’t try and understand why it happened.
You never will.
7 – Don’t snoop.
Don’t read e-mails if you know his passwords. It is human nature to want to know what they are doing but 2 things: it can only ever hurt you, and set your healing back…. AND it doesn’t matter. That is important. What he is doing / feeling / saying DOES NOT MATTER.
8 – don’t lower yourself
I imagine many people will disagree with me here, but don’t become psycho bitch and burn all his clothes, and spraypaint “WHORE” on the other woman’s car. Behave in a way that you can hold your head high and know you are better than any of them.
9 – do more of what makes you happy
This is about YOU. Small things: like a coffee at the beach, a chat with a friend when the kids are in bed, a trip to the theatre
10 – try and see this as a gift
you are about to discover yourself in a whole new way…..
this has been especially poignant and true for me.
11 – you will probably have days when you think “I can’t be strong anymore”, when you want to just run away. Just know it is normal, and will pass… and oneday things will be OK
12 – Try not to focus on what you miss, what the good things were. But try remember the good that has come from this…. In my case not walking on eggshells every night, being able to sit here, naked, with a glass of wine, pouring my heart onto this computer screen hoping I can make is just little easier for someone else!
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QwertyQueen · 22/10/2013 20:53
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