Ok, so me an DP have been together for over a year, no doubt, we absolutely adore one another. One thing we've always insisted on is honest, fairness and integrity from day dot.
This is exactly what we are. He was married before for 13 years, which was an abusive relationship towards him. Confirmed by his family and hers. She had MH issues, was violent, tried to kill him twice and he woke up with a knife to his throat. Last straw was when she dove them both off the road, almost killing herself and him. She also cheated on him on numerous occasions.
He is undoubtedly the most warmest, generously spirited person I know, but he does get incredibly wobbly, especially if we're apart. We haven't spent much time together this weekend and I'm away tonight. I sent a text to say goodnight and he randomly asked me if there was or ever has been anything going on between me and my ex boss who I've been close friends with for 4 years. Of course, no, never has been. I immediately called him, rallied off the FB messages and texts exchanged since 2012 (weren't that many), and he immediately knew he was being irrational.
We've had this conversation once before where he IMed me at work saying that a text I'd sent him was obviously not for him, so who was it for. I looked back at the text again and again and couldn't get it, so we met up for coffee and sorted it out.
He can be terribly insecure. He says how much he loves me, how he's so scared about how much he loves me because he's only ever loved one person and she turned out not to be what he thought.
We talk through this, try and work through his issues. I've suggested he goes for therapy but he says he just wants forget and move on from that time of his life.
I suppose I'm asking, what else can I do or suggest? It's not a constant thing and I've explained that I will be patient with this as long as he's always honest and tells me how he's feeling, about the wobbles, early on so they not manifest into something bigger. He says he's terrified of losing me.
I just find it hard that this beautiful, warm, funny caring man can feel so insecure. It makes me sad at times.
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