A good friend of mine got married last weekend. I'm on the other side of Europe for work and flew back just for the weekend. Her new DH seems lovely and I'm ver pleased for her. They met online 2 years ago and just clicked and she's happily taken on his three small DC.
At the reception I was the only one not in acouple as usual. I looked around and saw all these other women with nice partners and thought, why them and not me? Maybe I will be lucky at some point too.
I just turned 50 and have been divorced for 18 years. My first boyfriend in all that time dumped me without warning just after my birthday after a 6 month relationship, citing MH issues, I still don't understand what happened. That was three months ago today. I've been chatting to a nice guy online but now he tells me he has BPAD. Am I a magnet?
Anyway friend emailed wedding photos today and I can't even look at them. Just feel like crying.
Sorry for the pity party. I know I'm awful but feel hopeless.
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I am horrible - too sad and jealous to look at friend's wedding photos
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PecanSandy · 10/08/2013 18:12
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