I have totally and royally screwed up. Been with my dp for nearly 2 years and have now totally messed up because i'm a psycho cow with too many insecurities.
I've recently been put on ad's and need to sort out councilling sessions. and my dp has been so supportive, giving that i've been a total cow to him specially once a month and recently i've been feeling broody and wanting more from my relationship.
Dp who is a lot older has always been honest with me about the fact that he doesn't want more dcs, never really said much on the getting married.
the past few days i've been really moody towards dp, (pmt) and it all came to a head last night and i had a blow up at him, finding stupid little faults, until i broke down and told him the truth, that i wanted more and he couldn't give it to me. and told him i want out.
now after (somewhat) sleeping on it, i've realised i was incredibly stupid and i had everything i want.
I'm expecting people to flame at me, so feel free. I'm not expecting sympathy, it's my fault. but thinking i'm gonna have to have a trip to docs again.
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only i could mess this up so badly
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hufflebottom · 22/06/2013 12:19
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