Hello,I have posted a couple of times, advice is most appreciated as it goes round and round my head otherwise. I have been married for nearly 12 years, 3dcs(6,5&3)and I am sahm. I have been unhappy for a few years now but have always put how I feel to one side and carried on, hoping it will get better. Now I find I can't, I just have no incentive anymore to make things better and I feel I just don't care:( my h will stay up late while I am in bed by 10pm, I am on my own at bath time and bedtime while he sits at computer or watches tv, I get up every morning for dcs-often just after 6am-he has never got up with them in the morning, he will sleep in until 7.30 or 8am then when he gets up its to watch tv not help. It's me who takes them to school and collects them even if he is off. Lately he has slept in on a day off and dcs are off, so we have gone out without him. His work is not regular and he will often be off in the week and working at weekends, I am on my own with the dcs at weekends so we go off out, same in the holidays as he won't set aside a day for us to spend as a family. We don't do anything together either. I have tried to talk to him over the years but nothing changes and now I feel I have nothing left-I have cried, shouted, slammed doors, walked away and it's the same:( I finally sought legal advice a few weeks ago. Since then I have attempted to tell him how I feel, that I have had enough and don't care anymore, still nothing. He has chosen to sit at computer to avoid talking to me or confronting me-this has not helped, it's made it worse. Finally last week I told him I been to solicitor and he could expect a letter. He then wanted to go to counselling, thought he may have a depression problem and couldn't we stay together for the children? I told him it was pointless. Next day he behaves as if nothing has happened, he has done this after every talk we have had. Couple days after he want to talk and proceeds to tell me that I must have someone else as I don't see any point(I don't) he blamed the children saying they are too stressful for me, he said he knows he has a problem but doesn't know how to get help( rubbish, I would have and have tried to help him in the past)he is unhappy we not been intimate for months now(my fault, I don't want to) and he feels left out because I have the children and there is nothing left for him, they come first not him which irritates him. I am confused and upset, I can't do this anymore, it's making me miserable:( he has had many chances to suggest we need help, he may need some help and for us to try and sort out our issues, but he has said nothing until now:( now I have decided enough is enough, nothing will change. am i being unfair? Hope it makes sense, thank you for reading
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