Honest opinions please and feel free to tell me to stop feeling sorry for myself if that's what you really think.
I'm 24, still live with parents and have absolutely no friends anymore.
At the moment my days consist of waking up, spending a few hours on the internet, watching some tv and going to bed. Most of the time I don't leave the house and over the last two weeks its been getting worse and I find myself having to force myself to get out of the house. Usually just taking the dog for a walk which I've done today.
Haven't had a job since before christmas which obviously hasn't helped much but I was offered one a couple of weeks ago and just need to wait for all the checks and references to get sorted before I can start. I'm still looking just in case it doesn't work out.
I don't have the best relationship with my parents so spend pretty much all of my time in the bedroom, the only time I go downstairs at all is when they are at work. The relationship is something that can't be fixed, they don't accept i'm gay and have become incredibly distant since finding out. Its not a recent thing.
I basically feel like I have no life and I don't know how to get out of it. The lack of friends isn't down to arguments, it was the realisation that I was making all the effort and it wasn't a real friendship. No one has contacted me so I haven't contacted them either, it may seem petty but i'd rather not have people like that in my life.
I have absolutely no confidence as you can probably guess but I want more than just sitting in my bedroom doing nothing all the time. I want friends who I can talk to and who I can go out with, I don't want much.
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StuckInTheMud12 · 11/04/2013 18:51
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