I am not sure this is in the right posting area but have no idea where else to put it - apologies for that upfront.
Had yet another bun fight with the XH via txt this morning (he lives abroad) about the fact that he is now 3 months behind in child maintenance payments. As per usual I got an earful and yep, it is still all my fault.
The money situation has now gotten to the point where I don't have enough to put petrol in my car to go pick up the kiddos from the airport this weekend (they are with him in the holidays)....
The stress has been building over the past 6 years really, since he left and I have had to beg on my bare knees for the maintenance on a monthly basis. Since our divorce was finalised abroad and we now both live in different countries he seems to be able to get away with doing whatever the hell he likes and although I have filed the appropriate paperwork with the Court here to "force" him to pay up, this looks like a very longwinded and time consuming route.
I have had to finally admit that the bastard has managed to do what he promised 6 years ago - break me. As I am typing this I am sitting here in tears, reflecting on things and the past few weeks.
I am now officially 'depressed', diagnosed as such and on the happy pills since 5 days. This followed from being carted off to A&E last week with a suspected stroke. Luckily it turned out it was not that but 'merely' my body shutting down due to stress and anxiety. Yay me.
This morning I have stayed home from work -again- and been on the phone to every single government institution I could think of to see if there is still such a thing as a crisis loan....alas, they are no more. I have already had to borrow money from friends and all I can see right now is the pile of unpaid bills, the first threatening letters that have started to come through the door and the fact that today is only 9th of the month.....
Not even sure what I am asking for here, maybe someone here knows of somewhere that might be able to help me in the short term? Or maybe I just wanted to get it off my chest and have someone tell me I am not going crazy or am being unreasonable...
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ChickenNoodleSoup · 09/04/2013 11:14
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