That's it really. It's a bit out of the blue as I thought I had mostly come to terms with the EA from my marriage (he moved out about a year & a half ago & divorce was completed a month back)
But today, out of nowhere, I'm livid at the crap I took and the fact that his behaviour has intrinsically changed me.
I used to be really confident and outgoing. Although I'm starting to gain in confidence, I'm so meek still. I feel inferior to pretty much everyone. And I HATE that!
I'm not really sure what I'm asking... Or whether I'm just venting..
Probably just hoping someone will say that this will pass too.
I'm not even 100% sure who I'm most furious at:
Him for the headfuckery
Or me for letting him do that to me.
Aargh!
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So angry over the past today.
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RedBushedT · 05/02/2013 14:14
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