Hi ladies,
I am a newbie, been lurking reading other posts for a little while. I just had to post to ask for some advice.
My self-esteem is currently at almost rock bottom. I have put on a fair bit of weight in the past year, and in general just begun to dislike my body/the way I look. This has made me become consumed with the idea that DP doesn't find me attractive anymore (although he has not said anything of the sort), and I constantly have anxiety relating to him cheating on me.
I am constantly suspicious when he is on the laptop/ his phone, I hate when he goes somewhere without me and worry that he is lying about where he is and I am very teary and emotional when I am away from him.
This is driving me insane :( I can't live with this sort of anxiety. I have found long brown hairs in the bathroom on 2 seperate occasions (I am bleach blonde) and worry that this is evidence of his cheating..even though they could really have come from anywhere. Am I going mad? Has anyone else felt like this?
Please help me slap some sense into myself.
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JourneyOfAThousandMiles · 04/10/2011 12:59
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