Hi,
I'm unhappy with my partner and have been since before the birth of my beautiful 4 month old baby girl but the thought of wrenching her loving daddy away from her breaks my heart.
The problems are:
He's got 2 kids from a previous relationship, a girl aged 14 and a boy aged 10 - they live in Italy so he hardly ever sees them which he feels very bitter about. He also HATES his ex and regularly argues with her down the phone and then uses me as a punchbag (emotionally, not physically) on which to take out his stress.
He has said he'll never love or commit to someone completely ever again because of his previous bad marriage.
He regularly threatens to leave and then doesn't, making me feel like an emotional yoyo. As I said, I don't want to be the one to end it as he makes my little girl soooo happy so I just put up with it :(
Recently, his 14 year old girl has been caught by police in Italy stealing and smoking weed. On hearing this, he told me that she would be coming to live with us or he would move out and live with her. I was shocked by his lack of regard for our baby as this girl is really trouble, and for the lack of consideration for me and our family as a unit so I told him to go. I then took my baby for a walk for a few hours and by the time I'd got back, he'd changed his mind and said he would leave her in Italy!
So I spent the whole day crying for nothing. I'm usually a happy, positive person but he's really putting me through hell. I don't think it's malicious, but he's got some serious regrets about the past relationship and some serious guilt about his other 2 kids which is impacting quite badly on our relationship. I've suggested counselling but he won't go.
The other thing I need to mention is my baby's still waking 3 times a night and we take it in turns to do the 'night shift' which I'm aware makes me a better mum. Once he went away for a week and I was so sleep deprived, I fell down the stairs. We don't have much support as our families live far away and I can't afford childcare.
I was thinking of giving this relationship a deadline of baby's 2nd birthday to improve as hopefully by then I'd be able to cope better on my own if he can't get his act together. What do you think?
Please no sarcastic or judgemental remarks - I'm already on the verge of a breakdown :(
Thanks for reading xxx
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