Hi I?ve posted before about my partner leaving me after 25 years for another women , 5 years after loosing our beautiful 19 year old boy the day before his 20th birthday.
To say I hit rock bottom would be an understatement. I took several weeks off work (not the kind of job you can do in that state) , had fantastic support from GP, mental health services etc.
Our youngest son almost 18 has a major life threading liver disorder since 8 weeks off age .
I always considered myself quite a good mum to both boys, but eldest took an overdose which combined with medical negligence meant we had to loose him.
Youngest is now a ?long term survivor? but since EP left I have been a crap mum
Returned to work last week, so tired and emotional, still can?t believe EX is with OW, it would be our 26 anniversary next Thurs and tonight I?m in pieces , missing eldest DS so much, fretting about relationship with and health of youngest DS and just feel so alone and cant stop crying, got to go in work tomorrow as I have had so much time of. I need a cuddle I need EX to understand but he says I?m too depressing and she understands and doesn?t pressure him
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partnerleft · 13/07/2011 20:42
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