I don't know what is wrong with me lately.
Last night I had an AWFUL dream that I was pregnant. I was in a hospital, in a gown receiving the usual pre-labour checks etc, DP was there too.
In the dream I felt overwhelming sadness and heartache, I didn't want to be pregnant yet I was hours away from giving birth. I kept thinking to myself "god I hope it doesn't turn like him". DP was standing around oblivious to my anxiety and feelings of despair as usual.
The WORST bit about the dream was, although I was about to go into labour, my main concern was trying to get DP out of the room so I could look on his phone and check his texts for incriminating evidence of his wrongdoing.
Isn't that ridiculous? But I woke up and all the feelings of anger, mistrust, disloyalty and frustration were there even as I lie in bed thinking of the dream.
Has anyone else had what I'll call a "brain shock vault" whilst sleeping? a dream that knocks off those rose tinted glasses and shows things for what they really are?
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Awful dream - woke up furious with DP
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Lorenz · 30/06/2011 09:05
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