I seem to have lost the knack of making friends and am becoming increasingly lonely, frustrated and bitter.
Years ago (pre-children) life was a social whirl, but then most of the old crowd moved away and we?ve struggled to retain friendships with the ones left behind and failed to make proper friendships with the new people we?ve met. Life is increasingly lonely for me since we had children ? as the company of my husband and children just isn?t enough for me. I am naturally shy but have overcome this as an adult, and had several close friends and a wider circle of less close friends in my twenties. I don?t struggle with the basic social skills, but somehow now friendships never go beyond the level of acquaintance. I do what I think are the obvious things to make/retain friends ? arrange nights out for groups, have occasional parties, invite couples round to dinner/barbeque and visit the cinema/bars with other mums. But then the friends never invite me/us back. This is at first hurtful and then ultimately I get bitter and resentful as I see they are not reciprocating my friendship. Often, I?ll go out with a group of friends and they are all talking about the things they have done with other couples or other individuals from the group since we last met and I wonder why this degree of closeness no longer happens for me.
I don?t know what to do about this, as friends have always been important to me. Now I see myself skimming the surface of friendships, never making strong connections and wonder where I am going wrong. The friends we used to be close to have moved on, but we haven?t ? and there seems to be no real space for us in the lives of the people we meet in our lives now. It makes me so sad, as I love to be in the company of friends.
Have others got similar experiences?
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FaultLines · 16/06/2011 19:00
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