Had my baby 4 and a half months ago, she is my absolute world. Before we had her we had 2 miscarriages, one at 7 weeks but a very very traumatic one at 14 weeks where I went for surgery but everything went wrong and I ended up loosing my waters and the baby in the corridor and toilet of the hospital. Since I've had my baby I STUPIDLY haven't been on contraception, weve used condoms but sometimes hubby does dip in once or twice (incredibly stupid I KNOW) I've done 3 cheap pregnancy tests, my period is due in 2 days I swear I can see a faint line. I'm going to try get a FRER today. But if I am what the hell am i meant to do?! I'm suffering from PND and anxiety, I wont get maternity pay and my morals wont really let me terminate after all weve been through but I cannot have another baby. Not a chance not yet. But I'm petrified if I terminate what if I have further miscarriages in the future and feel like it's all my own fault for terminating. I'm petrified. Not told DH as unsure yet but shit.
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