I have just found out I'm pregnant with no. 6 . I have been through a lot in the last couple of years but have always been happy and positive and certain with each pregnancy. This morning however I got a bfp and the first thing I thought was I can't have it . My ex is the most insensitive controlling immature person ever and as far as I'm concerned is out the picture. I have been in contact with Marie stopes and am trying hard to be practical and hard in my decision. I'm just not sure how to get through this next week . But more importantly I'm wondering if this will really haunt me in the future. If it's going to cause me more emotional problems, deep depression etc .