We had a mc back in September. TBH the whole thing rocked my mental health severely. I didn't want a baby but felt very guilty about that.
So pregnancy 2 has happened. I was ok at first but now all the terror has returned. We would struggle and a baby would take so much away from dc 1 and 2. Dp and I have so much in our plate and just started new job who want to spend thousands on my professional development. It felt like things were on the up.
Just got back on track after difficult time with dp - lots of exterior pressure on our relationship taking its toll.
The issues a baby would cause outweigh the positives by miles. Very much hoping I will miscarry as it happened at 6 weeks last time. I am 5 weeks now.
Please don't judge I just don't think I can weather this.
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everythingis · 27/11/2016 17:46
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