I found out yesterday I am pregnant. I had my DD in November 2015, had a very traumatic birth ending in an EMCS under general anaesthetic. Following that, I've suffered quite badly with PND. We are almost a year on and I'm just getting my life back on track; I've got a good job, DD is settled in at nursery, thriving and sleeping through. Life is good.
This pregnancy is unexpected. It was a huge shock. But I know in my heart of hearts that this is not what I want. I have already booked myself in at NUPAS for a consultation and a scan, and I am 100% sure that I will go through with it.
It just doesn't feel good. It feels shitty. I am terrified of having the scan, terrified of going through it all, just generally terrified. I really just need a hand hold and a cuddle.
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artlessflirt · 14/10/2016 10:06
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