Hi everyone I'm in need of some advice,
I started the pill and it hasn't worked for me (turns out it didn't work for my mum either) I only went on the pill lately as I have always had the rod implanon in my arm but had a bad one and had to have an op to remove it.
Long story short I'm an emotional wreck I can't stop crying I found out Friday I'm pregnant with my fourth child. I have a 9 & 8 year old who are NT no problems at all and then my 4 year old has autism.
I am worried what the chances are of this next baby having asd to or something else and also my husband is scared about going back to all the baby stuff again just as our youngest has started school and he doesn't think our son would cope with the noise of a new baby etc. But said he would support my decision whatever it may be.
I feel stuck I have been crying constantly and even dreaming about it as I am booking tomorrow to have abortion for next week but I don't know if I am going to emotionally cope, if I'm like this now what will I be like actually having to do it? Will the emotions stop after or will I live with guilt forever but then is the risk worth it having the baby and possibly having SN I don't know what to do :( worse position I have been in all my life and I don't know what the right decision is! Xx
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BlueOcean26 · 25/09/2016 22:57
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