This is pretty hypothetical at the moment... Worrying I may be pregnant. This would be less than ideal. Having relationship issues(trying to work through them but still not sure how successful we'll be), we already have 3 children, the youngest is 8 months old. All 3 of my pregnancies have been horrific, resulting in them all being born premature. All natural births though. I've always been anti-abortion(sorry) unless it was absolutely necessary for the health and well-being of mum or baby. But... Our house is already too small, our relationship is well, a bit shit, I struggle sometimes with the DCs we already have and the thought of another pregnancy like the others, terrifies me! I know the 'right' thing to do would be to terminate but I don't think I could live with myself for doing that to one of my babies?! It would undoubtedly haunt me for the rest of my life. Not to mention, I'd be a total hypocrite! And yes, I realise that I shout POAS at some point soon. Denial/ignorance is bliss... Apologies for the waffle and well done if you read to the end!