Hey there. Sorry this is my first post not sure if this is in the right sub.
So yeah hey, im currently 13+5 weeks and im 24 this is my first.
Il just give you a quick back story, ive had a lomh history of depression that has cause nothing but problems in the past and that takes a very delicate balance not to upset. Ive been doing really well for the past year it been all good and happy, engaged,morgage, family puppy, just a quite happy life.
Then since ive became pregnant i thought it would be a happy thing, i have just gone to worse then i,ve ever been, lost intrest in everything had to be off work for weeks can eat or sleep or even speak to anyone and if anyone brings up the pregnacy i just pretend its not happening. I wont buy any baby stuff the worst part at the scan i felt nothing. I was hoping to feel a wave of emotion it i cant seem to bring myself to feel anything. My relationship is hanging by a thead at my partner doesmt understand whats wrong with me and tjinks im selfish and heartless and dont want the baby.
I do ive wanted to be pregnant not i am i seem to have had a complete emotion shutdown.
Anyone suggest anything i should do? Or felt this way?
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user1467934782 · 08/07/2016 00:55
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