Not sure what to say really, but I just can't deny the way I am feeling right now. I am 30+4 and just sick and tired of this emotional roller coaster I have been on for the past seven months.
All I ever wanted to do was have a baby with my loving husband of three years, so when I found out I was pregnant at the end of 2014 after literally our first attempt I should have been over the moon. The first trimester was so physically draining that I did not get the excitement I was expecting. The second trimester got better, maybe because symptoms slowed down and I started exercising again so started to feel more positive. Now I am in the final trimester I am just feeling strange.
Sometimes I feel down, though not depressed but just very lost and alone. I feel extremely vulnerable and needy towards my husband, like no amount of love is enough for me to actually feel loved.
I am sat here alone now as dh is out on errands, and I should be completing a report for work. But I just cannot motivate myself to do anything. I just feel so lost. I have eaten literally a pack of biscuits which I know is comfort eating. I just want to close my eyes and sleep.
I know there is nothing anybody can do for me, I am just so disapointed that pregnancy has not been what I thought it would be, and now I am wondering will I ever be my happy and positive self again?
Please tell me if anybody feels the same!!
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Feelingstressed444 · 07/06/2015 13:09
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