Basically my grandma who I loved to pieces passed away after a fall yesterday. She had been in hospital so we expected this as she had a sever brain haemorrhage
I loved her so much I was really struggling to see life without her
Today i got back from the funeral directors to find the police and the news that my mum has commited suicide
I can't even explain what I'm feeling
We were close, I was texting her this morning
She was so excited about this baby. Why didn't she speak to me about it ? How can I be there for my dad ? (It was my dads mother that passed away)
I'm 20 weeks pregnant and desperately worried about the effect this is going to have on the baby
I don't know the first thing about babies I need my mum :( how do people cope with this pain
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I don't think I'm going to be ok
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advice451 · 09/07/2014 01:08
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