Have namechanged.
Am 7 months pregnant. Just scared myself. Was scrapping the floor in the bathroom - yes I know I shouldn't be doing that - and when I got up had the most searing pain in my crotch area for a couple of seconds. I am guessing it was cramp. Laid down and baby still moving about a lot in normal way, so hoping I haven't done it any damage.
However, my immediate thought was that I'd killed or brain damaged the baby - which I am not sure is the normal/rational reaction.
My thoughts are increasingly getting darker. I keep thinking about DS, DH and other family members dying, often in really horrible ways (not that there necessarily nice ways to die).
The other day I thought "It would be easier if we all (me DH, DS & baby) die in a car crash together, so none of us have to leave each other". I wasn't contemplating crashing the car myself, but the thought flashed across my mind.
I am not due to see a consultant (am under hospital care) for another couple of weeks. And if I am honest I am concerned about admitting to these thoughts.
Just told DH (who is v supportive in general & encouraged me not to scrap the floor again) the extent of my thoughts and he looked really scared & doesn't really know what to say.
I do suffer from a level of anxiety normally, but this is something else. I am finding feeling miserable all the time really wearing too, prior to pregnancy I was generally a happy & optimistic person.
Has anyone found a way to manage this?
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upsetandpreggers · 02/04/2013 19:52
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