I wonder if anyone can help. I've just discovered I'm pregnant (only 4 weeks) and I'm not having the reaction to it I thought I would. I only got married in the summer and didn't expect it to happen quickly because I'm pretty old (38) and everyone told me I would have trouble TTC.Â
But what do you know: it happened in the second month of trying and while I know I should be enormously grateful (and I am), I'm also having a really weird emotional reaction to the news (only found out three days ago). I feel really overwhelmed by it, terrified about the medical stuff, gutted about my life changing (I love my job and travelling). I just feel like maybe I have made a mistake even though I really really wanted to do this. But I'm also utterly terrified of something going wrong with the pregnancy. It doesn't really make any sense.
Added to this is feeling sick and all over the place emotionally - I nearly burst into tears in a restaurant last night when they told me that I couldn't have chips! Psycho.
I have only told a couple of friends but somehow their excitement for me made it even worse, and I can't tell my husband because he is pretty much whooping with joy 24/7. The one person I would have talked to was my mum but she died a few years ago. I feel really alone. Did anyone else feel like this?
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Strange reaction to being pregnant
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PugOwner · 21/10/2012 07:17
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