Hi there I’m looking for anyone who has experience of post natal/maternal ocd.
I have two children and I’m pregnant with my third. I keep suffering with intrusive thoughts that I hate being a mum or that I’m jealous of my daughter being prettier than me. I feel guilty wearing make up or washing my hair because I feel like why am I trying to look nice ? I don’t think there is any truth in these thoughts but just thinking them makes me feel sick. It’s pretty much all I think about. Constantly arguing with myself that it’s not true. I try to think back to when I didn’t think like this and just looked at my kids with so much love and enjoyed being their mum. So scared I’ll never get back to that. Any success stories ? Whenever I see someone post that they hate being a mum or wish they hadn’t had a child I go into total panic that I feel that way too. Constantly want reassurance that people think I’m a good parent. Scared I have just been ‘faking it’
Sorry for long post. I am on sertraline which helps take the edge off the anxiety but the past few days have been bad. Maybe hormones kicking in from pregnancy.
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Post natal ocd and anxiety, please help !
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Mummyrj18 · 20/02/2020 10:04
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