I have a 4mo little girl. It was a terrible labour first baby 36 hours we both got an infection and ended up with emergency forceps delivery. I was so tired and drained as I lost a lot of blood at delivery and had low iron levels throughout pregnancy anyway! I felt such pressure to be able to breast feed and my DD is tongue tied so after 4 attempts of trying and not being able to get the latch and DD just screaming I was sooo tired I just gave up and started bottle feeding.
But lately I have been feeling quite low and having a lot of regret and guilt that I didn't breast feed as originally it was something I really wanted to do and experience. I don't enjoy feeding times with DD anymore and don't see it as bonding time just stressful (she also has reflux which doesn't help). Has anyone else experienced this? Obviously there's no going back just wanted to know if anyone has had the same feelings or could it be slight PND creeping in?
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Macaronibaloni · 31/01/2018 00:54
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