I'd be really grateful for any opinions or advice please.
I was bought up casually Catholic by which I mean we went to church each week, I did my first communion etc but we never really discussed religion at home. As a teenager I felt uncomfortable with some aspects of catholicism in contrast to my growing feminism so slowly without really meaning to stopped going to church. Others' experiences of this may be very different but our priest/group/family really did not read the bible as we came from the background idea of the priest interpreting it for us. However I went to a bible camp with a friend at senior school and was introduced to bible reading and a more evangelical church and at university was near Holy Trinity Brompton (home of Alpha) so went there once or twice.
My husband's family are very CofE (mum training as a minister etc) so we married in a CofE church and for around the next 8 years I went to our local CofE church. This was a real faith high point and I joined a house group etc. However my husband is an atheist and I found it increasingly hard to reconcile my faith and the lack of it in my home. Then my son announced he did not believe in God. We moved towns and I stopped going to church and one day realised I was a non believer.
In some ways I feel at peace with that as organised religion does not strike me as great in many ways and despite all my years of prayer I never really felt I heard God and nor did any change happen in my husband's attitude which I prayed for etc.
Now thought I miss faith. I miss fellowship but I also just miss the values and hope. However I honestly don't think I believe in any of the Christian doctrines. What do I do? Can i go back to Church? Has anyone else lost faith and then regained it? Has anyone had any faith as the only one in their house?
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catsbeensickagain · 28/10/2016 23:07
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