She just turned 1 last week, and celebrated it with tonsilitis and a mild ear infection. She's just finished her antibiotics, and seems a bit better but not right really. She is really whingey. Everytime I stop her from doing something dangerous, she lets out a massive growly scream and starts crying.
I find myself getting so frustrated with her, and have actually shouted at her yesterday, which I feel awful about. DP works long days so I am on my own with DD a lot, and yesterday it all got a bit much for me. I know she's ill and I feel bad for getting so frustrated, but I am finding her really hard to deal with at the moment. She's not eating anything except breastmilk, and is sleeping even worse than she used to. I want to be so understanding and patient, but I am exhausted.
The feeling that scares me the most is sometimes, when she's crying, I feel so detached from her. Don't get me wrong, I adore her more than anything and she is my world. But sometimes when she is screaming, I just look at her and feel nothing. It's only occasionally, but I feel so guilty. Please tell me this is normal, and I'm not an awful mum. Because I feel I am right now.
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DD is a nightmare at the moment, and sometimes I worry about how I feel about her
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charchargabor · 17/08/2008 14:18
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