Dd is 19 months PFB. She was a natural conception after failed IVF X four and many miscarriages and missed miscarriages.
When she was born I felt like I had been hit by a bus. She didn't sleep at all and my anxiety went crazy. I was diagnosed with PND and had counselling. She felt I had never properly grieved for the losses and when Dd arrived I suddenly became terrified something was going to take her. I still am.
I have felt this year things heightening again, particularly around her health and development. I am speaking with the counsellor again and I wondered if anyone else was feeling like this and wanted somewhere to talk.
We had a bad winter with bugs and I think that restarted it. I'm finding nights the worst at moment where I'm convinced she is going to be sick or get unwell. I understand it's irrational but I struggle to sleep and feel sick. I'm also pregnant again and I am desperate to try and get some control over this before baby arrives. I'm sure covid hasn't helped either.
As I say just struggling just now and wondered if anyone else is experiencing or has experienced this and wants somewhere safe to talk about it.
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icedaisy · 09/07/2020 20:01
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