Really hoping someone has words of advice. For context I am bringing 3 DSs up as a single parent and I work full time. It's DS1 who is the subject of this.
My kids are all very different and have their own quirks as kids often do. DS1 is a great kid generally, polite to adults and funny and doesn't get into trouble at school. No issues with drink / drugs / girls or staying out. He can however be very stubborn, disruptive at home, rude to me, cruel jibes to one of his younger brothers (12) and quite depressive and anxious. He has a couple of mild life altering conditions and is being assessed currently for ADHD. When in one of his moods he can go up against me and just won't give up to the point we are shouting at each other. I am very mild mannered but when pushed I get very wound up. I try to walk away but he will follow me carrying on the argument and shouting loudly when he knows his brothers are asleep. Occasionally it's got so bad it ends in him having a panic attack.
So this takes us to where we are now. He has his mock exams this year and is just so uncaring about it. He 'can't be bothered' to revise but then gets stressed and melancholy the night before the exam saying he will fail and he hadn't done enough. He calls himself stupid and worthless. But the lesson isn't learnt and he doesn't study again. It's like he doesn't want to try for fear of failing but then panics.
My life is incredibly busy (I have also had caring responsibilities for my parents until they both passed away in the last 2 tears). I have no siblings and no extended family and my eldest at least is estranged from his father. I can only get by week on week with a huge amount of organisation, no downtime for me and a cheery smile. My attitude has always been work hard, get stuck in and don't complain if you aren't going to do something to help yourself. How I live my life is at odds with how my son leads his and I am struggling to cope - as is he.
Every day I ask what he will study / what he has studied. I am trying (badly) to get some sense into him. But every day now we argue as I know I am not supporting him in the right way.
Does anyone have any ideas how I can back off while gently persuading and encouraging him without being judgemental. I think I know what I have to do but it's so alien to me to sit back and watch him make a mistake that I worry will shatter his confidence more.
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Relationship with DS (15) spiralling downhill
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thekewgirl · 11/12/2019 18:18
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