NC for this as I am ashamed of myself but need to ask for help.
DS is absolute fucking donkey work. He’s sometimes sweet and kind and thoughtful in anstonishing ways, but good god I am so exhausted and demoralized by him. Every night it’s a battle, from dinner until he finally passes out in bed. Most nights he plays silly buggers getting mummy or daddy out of bed in the middle of the night “hungry” or “need hug” and I get that he’s 2.5 but we both work full time just to survive and we live in terror of being evicted (I know, the law would support us, but we do not have the money to put up a fight.) Mornings are one long struggle, from the instant we get up (he’s always the first one up).
I thought I would be happier. I thought I could do this. I thought, secretly, I might even be good at it. But nothing has been easy, from his birth to BFing to every single night and I’m just so tired and angry all the time. I feel like I’m letting myself down, and I’m letting him down, too. I didn’t want to be this kind of mummy.
Please tell me it gets better soon.
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downinthemouth · 15/07/2018 03:17
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