Im 30 years old, lost my mum 5 years ago who i was extremely close to. Since then i have got married and had 2 children. I loved her so much and appreciated everything she did for me but it's only since i have had my own children (3 +1) that I truely understand what motherhood is like. Its now i realise all the sacrifices she made and I can't say thank you to he and really mean it.
I remember when i moved out and she was crying her eyes out and I just laughed it off saying she was being daft as I would still come round every day (which I did). I didnt take a minute to think that i was the last of 4 to leave home, that she had sacrificed her career to spend every day with me and siblings for over 20 years and live off dads wage alone, she did everything for us, above and beyond and I walked out the door like i was staying at a friends for a night. My children havent even started school and the thought of them leaving home fills me with sadness.
Thats just one example but the older I get the more guilt I am feeling. I just wish i had been a mother while I still had my mother if only to tell her thank you
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Dappy28 · 25/01/2016 20:02
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