I feel like I'm in my own personal hell- everyday, all day
I can't cope with my children any more and I don't know what to do. I have 3 children. Oldest has just turned 4 and DTs are 23 months.
Everyday is just awful. My DTs are never content- all I hear is crying/ screaming. They cry in the car, the pushchair, because they're walking. They take toys off each other around then end up crying. They scream because they are hungry. However they are such fussy eaters every single meal they throw their food on the floor. They just fling their bowls across the room. But then I've had to put up with them screaming & pulling at my legs for the last 45 mins because they are so hungry! My older child isn't as fussy, but now she's learning off them and I caught her spitting her food on the floor today. I'm sick of cooking and putting food in the bin.
My oldest is so aggressive. She is so rude to me. She has a speech delay so I've always put it down to that but she can communicate quite well, it's just not very clear. But if anything doesn't go her way all I hear is a really aggressive growl/ grunt. I'm sick of hearing it. She hits her sisters about a million times a day. So I'm always trying to comfort one of them (while the other one cries cos I'm hugging the other- they won't share me).
None of them do anything I ever ask. I know that's normal. But everything is such a uphill struggle! We're late for nursery every day- I'm up with them at 6am and I don't stop sorting them out until we leave the house at 8:45am (although we should leave at 8:30).
They have plenty of toys- they hardly play with them. They just harass me instead. They won't go to their dad- I find it so suffocating!
I feel like they never see the nice side of me and because of this they are going to turn into the worst of me.
I used to be a gentle person. I used to consider myself a kind person who always put others first- why aren't I like this with my family? Im always shouting at them & we're stuck in an awful cycle. I don't feel like myself any more. I don't know what to do. I feel sick with anger so much of the day. I just don't know what to do. I just want to run away.
Has anyone been in a similar position and it has got better?
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I want to run away from my kids!
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Missdefeated · 10/02/2015 19:37
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