I'm feeling like life is pretty relentless and joyless at the moment. I've just gone back to work, I'm still breastfeeding. It's 9pm and the kids have only just fucking gone to sleep, which leaves me an hour before I have to start getting ready to go to bed so that I can be up for the next day's relentlessness.
This is my routine: get up, feed the baby, pump some milk, get the kids breakfast, shower, get breakfast myself and cobble together some lunch before leaving for work at 8.10. Work in a new job where I haven't a clue what I am doing yet, till 5.30. Home by 6pm, sit down to dinner which hopefully DH has cooked. Clear up after dinner and kids, get them wound down for bed, feed baby while DH puts DD1 to bed. Spend an hour trying to get the baby down. Fail miserably. See if she will cry herself to sleep. Occasionally that will work but mostly it's clear that she won't. DH and I take it in turns to try and settle her, meanwhile, as in tonight, DD1 will be playing up and refusing to go to bed.
This is 3 days a week when I work. The other three days are pretty similar except I am home all day with the kids. It's not DH that is the problem before anyone asks, he is struggling as much as I am, as well as trying to set up a photography business.
Now it's 9pm, they are finally down, though I am constantly listening out for further inevitable wakings, though if we are lucky they will actually sleep through till 7. I have a stack of books I want to read, I want to be doing crochet, and writing my blog. I have so much to do and such little time. It feels relentless. Will it ever get better?
How can I get a sleep fighting 10 month old to go to sleep without being pinched, kicked and and well, to actually get her to sleep? And the 4 year old? Any tips on juggling work and two children? Tell me it gets better?
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Feeling pretty fucking miserable right now. Tell me it gets better.
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Bumperlicious · 01/08/2011 21:10
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