Relationship advice

[clairedrelincourt]

PPP

I have recently (6 months ago) got back with my first love from 12 years ago. I am 5 months pregnant at the moment with his child, I was married for 5 years before this and with my ex for 7 years. I am so awful towards my current partner with attitude, not to anyone else but just him. The reason I left my ex husband was the same reason but it took me 6 years to get like that with him but this one it's only took 6 months. I love him but I can't show it anymore I think I'm going to be like this with any man! I've wanted my first love back for years but I feel I can't carry on with him as I couldn't with my ex. What do I do? Is there any help out there or advice!