Hi all,
I need to get this down. I have had a long day today. I am feeling really low and DH just pointed out in a heated argument that I have major issues with my body. He's right.
I don't mean the "look" I am an averaged sized woman and apart from a few wobbly bits I am ok with the rest.
I have lost 7 babies. My body. And it is an issue with my body, I have a clotting disorder. So it was my fault. I cannot and I don't think I ever will get over that.
I tried to see a councillor. CBT one, it didnt help.
I got in touch with the MC association twice and got ignored
I don't know how i can get over this. I have two gorgeous boys. I need to get over this. It does cause issues with DH WRT to sex. I am almost scared to have sex for fear that I will end up pregnant but then on the other side of things I would soo love to have another baby.
People seem to think that because I have been through it so many times I am an expert. My family have all forgotten. DH seems to have forgotten. Whenever an anniversary comes around I just want to curl into a ball in bed and forget about the world.
How do I get over this?
It consumes my head most of the day.
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Body issues after MC. I hate it.
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Julezboooooooooooooooo · 25/10/2009 19:43
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