I dont know how i'm supposed to feel, react or what i am supposed to do. My best friend had her baby girl this morning and its left me in tears all day. Every time i think about it, i cry. I lost our baby boy at 19wks in February (i am thankful they had a girl)and our friendship has been strained since really. I kept away when they told my dh they were pg as i couldn't cope seeing her reaching all the stages i never. I couldn't do the baby convo's about what shes bought or planning.
I've just starting seeing her over the last few weeks, although i feel things aren't the same . I don't know what to do. If i hadn't lost my baby things would have been so very different.We orriginally thought we couldn't have anymore children, so her having children was the next best thing. How times have changed!!! They originally asked us to be godparents, although not sure that still stands.
I'm sure i sound a horrible friend, i wasnt before all this happened.
Any advise ladies, really could do with some support from those who know xx
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How am i supposed to feel? I need your help ladies
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popsy1 · 25/09/2009 16:57
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