I'm up for a scan tomorrow to check if the 2 doses of misoprostal have finally cleared everything and now I'm on an emotional comedown after a pretty brutal physical experience with the medical management. It's my 30th on Monday and when I discovered I was pregnant I joked saying, "I can't believe I can't have a wine when I turn 30" and I just can't stop thinking about it. I'd give anything to not be allowed to have a wine! I feel wrong for even wanting one, it feels like everything pregnancy related is just over so abruptly. I miss the sickness. I miss the day dreaming. I miss thinking about getting bigger and how I'll complain. I bought sport bras to wear to bed because my boobs hurt so much and now I look at them in the drawer and feel so much sadness. I'm still bleeding a bit but I'm scared to have sex again when it all ends. I feel like it's going to be awkward or even maybe sad? Is that stupid? I'm all over the place.
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Stabal · 19/05/2020 19:10
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