MMC and angry

[AnitaPage]

I found out I’d had a missed miscarriage on Sunday 18th November, I went for and early scan because I had some light bleeding and they couldn’t find a heartbeat, I was just over 10 weeks but they said it only measured as 8 weeks and must had just stopped growing. My OH was away and had to fly back to be with me, I opted for surgical management and went back into hospital the next morning. Because of an emergency that came in I ended up having to wait until the evening which was very hard to cope with. The whole experience was traumatic and I was devastated because I really wanted this baby, I already had a very early miscarriage earlier this year and this would have been my first baby. I bleed on and off for two weeks but now I’m thinking about when I can start ttc again. All I can think about is being pregnant again.
To top it all off I had a message about starting pregnancy yoga last night even though I had asked them to take me off the list. I really want to start feeling normal again, when will it get better?

[herethereandnow]

Hi Anita - I'm so sorry for your loss, I lost my baby at 8 weeks too and had the surgery too. Its such an awful thing to go through, let yourself cry, feel and heal and do things only when you are ready. You will start to feel better soon, you'll start to laugh again - but when that happens is different for everyone and thats ok. The yoga email is annoying, I got lots of messages on social media and pintrest - its really hard to avoid or stop! Be kind to yourself and come on here whenever you need to xx

[buckeejit]

I'm so sorry for your loss. The hospital part sucks. I cried while going under for the surgery & as soon as I woke up. Allow yourself some time to grieve & talk about it properly. I ended up seeing a counsellor privately & it helped.