One of my best friends told me yesterday she’a pregnant. Around this time last year I found out I was pregnant thought there were problems went for two scans & there was a heartbeat. Went for another scan a couple of weeks later, there was no heartbeat.
I felt heartbroken simply because I was starting to let myself get excited, trying to tell myself everything was okay. The pregnancy was a surprise.
When my friend told me yesterday my first feeling was jealousy... I feel terrible for this. I’ve had two abortions in the past and can’t help but feel like this is karma. I didn’t want to have the abortions but I know trying to explain to people who are judgemental won’t work so I won’t get into it.
I feel like a horrible friend & so emotional at the moment, not really sure what to do.
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Hopeful2102 · 07/08/2018 09:53
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