I've suffered multiple miscarriages recently and I am struggling so much with this loneliness I am feeling. I can feel myself sinking into depression.
I am TTC my first but everyone in my life has children. Even my partner from a previous relationship. I feel like I have no one who is in the same boat.
The cause of our losses is my balanced translocation so there's a very real possibility I may go through this a lot more times. I don't know what to do with myself.
The thought of never having a child makes me sick. At the moment I feel I don't want to live if that were my future. I think people feel I'm being dramatic but right now I am so lost.
My best friend has just gleefully sent me pictures of her positive pregnancy test (when she knows everything I'm going through) and I can't help but be anything but happy for her.
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I've never felt so alone
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SomethingCleverandWitty · 21/07/2018 14:48
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