Just looking for a bit of support. I've had 2 pregnancies, both of which have ended in miscarriage. The first one was diagnosed in January and was a blighted ovum I needed surgical management as my body wasn't getting rid of it on its own. I healed quickly and my cycle got back on track pretty quickly. I got pregnant again in March- this time was different- we had an early scan and saw a heartbeat and 7 weeks. I went back again at 9.5 weeks and there was no heartbeat. The baby was measuring 8w6d.
I had another surgical management (ERPC) as I hated the thought of waiting and was scared for the pain.
I went back to work way to soon and have ended up being signed off for a couple of weeks. My period has finally returned today which is bittersweet.
I feel like I'm not getting better emotionally. I feel very hopeless and worried for the future. I'm 31 and whilst I know I still have time it's already been almost a year of trying. People keep saying at least you can conceive which I recognise is a very good thing of course. But conceiving doesn't equal a baby, as I've realised. There are lots of baby announcements going on which I'm struggling with. My due date for the first baby is also coming up in August which I'm dreading. I'm just feeling very very down and having some pretty dark thoughts at times...
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2 miscarriages this year- really struggling
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Mabelmay87 · 09/07/2018 13:42
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