Hi everyone,
First time on this board. I've spent a bit of time reading through and my situation seems trivial in comparison.
I found out I was pregnant last Monday. It was planned, we were delighted! I did two digital tests and four none digital. All positive although none digital fairly faint. Digital said 1-2 weeks.
Starting bleeding yesterday. Went to the hospital, they did a test and said it was negative. They did an internal examination but couldn't say much from there, I think because I would have only been 4-5 weeks.
The doctor advised me to take another test in a week. I asked her for her honest opinion and she said it looks as though I've had an early miscarriage and it's very unlikely that a test in a week will be positive.
Today the bleeding is much heavier, like a period, I've got period pains and any nausea from last week has gone.
I'm very sad. I know it was early, but it was my little seed and, although it was only a week, I felt lots of love for it and felt really protective towards it.
I just want to be really clear. There's no hope here is there? I'm not going to take a test, get a positive and have a scan that by some miracle shows my little seed with its heartbeat am I? Because I know there is no hope really. I know I've had an early miscarriage and I just need to look after myself and try again when we're ready. But there's the smallest, tiniest, minutest flicker of hope somewhere. And I think I just need to be told that I need to focus on getting through what is quite clearly happening.
Thanks for reading. And again, I know this is so trivial compared with the loss many women have experienced on this board. I am so sorry
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I need to accept that there is no hope this time round
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BumblingBee89 · 16/10/2016 12:44
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