Just as the title says really.
Had a MMC at 12 weeks in January. It was the first bit of happiness for us as a couple (I'm a cancer survivor but we went through a lot) and we were over the moon when we found out I was expecting during the first cycle of trying. Unfortunately went into Hosp with sepsis and a scan for the kidneys revealed the baby had stopped growing at approx 9 weeks. We had seen a heartbeat at 6 weeks after a bit of spotting. It was all quite traumatic and I had medical management. Passed out twice with pain and was having morphine through out it. Body was just not ready to let go.
Had a two month break before TTC again, and fell on the 2nd cycle. Should have been about 6 weeks but after testing with clear blue digital week indicators I panicked when the weeks were going in the wrong direction. That was yday morning and since, I have had some spotting. Had bloods at EPU this morning and the HCG level is only 129. Will be repeated on Tuesday. Most like going through miscarriage.
Not sure what to expect this time in terms of the physical side as last time I was further on. I asked the lady what the plan will be and she said depending on Tuesday's bloods they will probably want me to miscarry naturally. I hope it doesn't drag on and it's over with fairly quickly.
Just looking for people in the same boat or stories of hope. Cannot even begin to imagine TTC again and going through this emotional roller coaster.
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Going through 2nd miscarriage and looking for some reassurance
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redstrawberries101 · 22/05/2016 14:21
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