I recently got told I had a miscarriage at 10+2.5 weeks and at 3:55am I passed a little red bubble with what looked like a fetus inside of it..it had a black dot on the head and a tail and I feel so sick and guilty that I looked I'm just so sick and scared..I can't believe I saw it I didn't know what to do I sat with it in a tissue. to be honest I don't know what was going on it was a beautiful yet morbid moment I feel awful I didn't know what to do with it and I flushed it in the tissue,does that make me an awful person? I feel so guilty I don't know whether I should have kept it and out it somewhere or gave it to someone I wouldn't have been able to bury it..I feel at the lowest point of my life this is so difficult. can someone please help me through this? I really don't want any abuse about what I did..I don't know what I was doing felt like I was dreaming..
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