But I just feel so rubbish now after getting the news yesterday that I was miscarrying. I was 5 weeks pregnant last week and I'd been having pain and bleeding last week but the hospital confirmed in blood tests done 48 hours apart that my hcg levels had more than doubled so i thought well this must just be the way my body deals with pregnancy. Over the weekend had horrendous stabbing pains and was still bleeding so after a trip to my GP got sent back again to the EPU, who after bloods again and many hours of waiting confirmed that the hcg levels had now halved and that I was miscarrying. I just don't understand how I could have been going through all the pain and bleeding last week and yet somehow I was still pregnant and then over the weekend I miscarried. I feel like I look like a prick to everyone now, everyone who got so excited about the news on Friday that I was still pregnant who I have now had to turned around and tell that actually since then I've miscarried. It's just so disappointing cause I was so happy when I found out - because I'd spent the previous 7 years with XP trying and then with new P boom I was pregnant pretty much straight away. I didn't even really have time for the news to sink in before I started bleeding and being in pain. The whole experience - especially with the cunt that was the baby's father who completely abandoned me and couldn't even summon up a "I hope your okay" after I told him I'd miscarried - literally he's said nothing at all- had put me right off even wanting to be pregnant again. I don't really know what I'm hoping to achieve by posting on here... Just need to vent
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